30 Days

​Day 1. Have you ever received a message so clearly that you MUST follow through?  Well, I was given one yesterday, so here I am.  I am a spiritual person, a lightworker, an intuitive, a healer. Now and then I receive messages from my guides and angels, and this one was a biggie.  

See, the last few years have thrown me such a curveball, that I have completely rearranged my life because I had to.  Everything has changed.  Where I live, my relationships, my level of spirituality, and how I see the world.  I have had to be strong when I just want to crawl into a dark hole.  I have shown a brave face to the outside world, when inside I'm breaking.  I am in the middle of a Dark Night of the Soul. Yet, I have a purpose.  And now it's time to share my story.  Hopefully it can touch those who can relate, and maybe help heal a little, too.  

So why 30 DAYS?  It's time to put myself first again. To live healthy and feel good! I've stopped exercising. I don't have healthy sleep patterns anymore. And, I have had a crutch through these past few years. Alcohol. Social drinks on the weekends with friends has turned into consuming at least 2 drinks almost every day.  So the message that came to me was "Starting on the Holy day of Easter, you will honor yourself, love yourself, and take care of yourself.  You will be renewed."  It was followed with instructions to not take a sip of alcohol for 30 Days, and to blog each day.  The blog will include my journey of self care while incorporating my experiences the last few years.  

So on this first day, I spent Easter with my beautiful daughter, my mom and my brother.  We shared the warm Colorado sunshine and ate a wonderful meal together.  I'm off to bed with a prayer that tomorrow brings me the strength and clarity for this journey.  Love and Light

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